also_jesse

Can't wait to run

2008-12-09T05:05:29Z

Getting work done. Last week of classes. Gotta finish up my 10 page script before friday then one more advertising exam before I'm done for this semester.

I've been being less and less shotty with my school work each semester so I'm hoping to continue this upward trend.

I need to get everyone's christmas gifts and still save enough to pay my car insurance.

I'm not sure what I'm doing or where I'm off to after dcc but I'll tell you it's going to be different, it has to be.

List of People I really want to hangout with:
Chris
Kayla
Maygin
Lauren
Dave Gunn

AGHHH

2008-11-11T14:50:23Z

Fuck history. Fuck a godly hero. Fuck class today (i'll be there anyways). Fuck not having money for gas. Fuck not having a camera to film. Fuck kathy and the sauce. Fuck the eagle. Fuck black friday. Fuck my car. Fuck Hyde Park in winter.

Shit's snowballin and going too fast.

Need a game plan; can't do everything at once.

Me and caitlin are doing good it's just everything else that is bothering me.

I'm just not sure where to go from here. Four year college? Idk with my grades right now but I should get 2 A's, a B and a C. :/ ehh..

thunderstorms

2008-09-09T13:29:05Z

I'm watching this mornings thunderstorm before i go smoke and work on my advertising project.

Its the day after me and erin ended and the weather seems suiting. But i like this storm for some reason, hearing the blasts and cracks from the lighting is kind of calming.

Its like predictable chaos. As soon as you see the light you know a bang is coming. Its comfortable being able to predict what comes next.

Do work on three.

1....

2....

3....

Do work.

Ouch

2008-09-09T03:33:37Z

Facebook official.

"Roll with the punches
Because you know that it’s inevitable
Soon to be unforgettable, yet, totally unpredictable
I’m either calling it quits or you’re calling me out
Its not who or what you know because you’re better with nothing at all."

the little things

2008-09-05T04:52:56Z

Nothing better than Ice T slapping a fat black drug dealer on law and order

hahahaha

I was the devil for one afternoon

2008-08-23T15:08:11Z

I've got a broken neck sense of mortality
It clashes with your blood lust sentimentality
She says "It's wrong, but oh, we need it"
As she sits waiting up for me
But I'm not coming home
I've driven seven days of distance
and the dial tone on the end of this receiver
Is what's really wrong with me

You know dear, I never think things through
But I'm doing this for you

When someone else can sing it better than you'll ever explain.

Awkward Last Words

2008-08-21T03:48:11Z

We're out of time and I can't breathe

We're out of time and I can't breathe

We're out of time and I can't breathe

We're out of time and I can't breathe

I told you not to believe in me

Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me

ughihatethinking.

also_jesse @ 2008-07-08T23:02:00

2008-07-09T03:04:09Z

Life is pretty good despite the shitty no money week.

I can't wait to see eraera on friday.

Erin= My happiness

Also cash flow on friday. Two week eagle direct deposit and first official hackett check; I'm stoked.

Right now cliff notes on Antigone, food, grav, bed.

Wow

2008-06-29T15:41:42Z

Verbatim:

Kathy: Why the fuck did you touch my laundry?!

Me: I had to wash stuff so I put your wet stuff in the drier?

Kathy: I can't believe you! You're going to ruin my clothes!

Me: Well don't leave them in there then.

Kathy: I pay the bills I'll leave what I want where I want!

Me: Don't you tell us not to leave our shit in the wash? Doesn't this seem a little hypocritical?

Kathy: Shut up! I don't like you!

*Storms off*

So close

2008-06-29T15:05:19Z

Finishing my paper for eng102. Robert Frost is totally overrated, especially by my teacher.

Got the eagle from 2:15-7 tonight so I have to finish before that.

I've been moving around my room a lot and I'm currently a fan.

I miss erin. We have to figure out when we're going to see each other this week :P

I'm really happy hackett is starting up though. I love that place.

Kids are telling me to have another party soon. I'll see what I can do.

Wow

2008-06-22T16:56:21Z

The party went well.

beer pong. kids almost fighting. junt #2. Crazy white board drawings. fun fun fun

Hope everyone had a good time.

:]

2008-06-20T00:20:22Z

1 month.

eh

2008-06-15T15:39:31Z

I'm making money which is good but there's still stuff that needs work...

I don't know. I may just still be in a bad mood, but, like, ouch.

I think I take shit too seriously or something but i can't help how i feel.

gahhhh....

bleh

2008-06-14T03:41:28Z

John Beckwith: You better lock it up.
Jeremy Grey: No, you lock it up!
John Beckwith: You lock it up!
Jeremy Grey: You lock it up!
John Beckwith: You lock it up!
Jeremy Grey: Lock it up!

I'll lock it up :/

it's good, its gewd, it's good

2008-06-12T14:12:23Z

Yeah one week left of summer eng101 bullshit. I hate that professor like a lot.

i just flicked and inchworm and i think he's unconscious. whateve.

Movies i really want to see: The incredible hulk, the happening

I found a script that i was writing from a while ago and i may work on it today at ritas since I'm working like 7 hours.

Going to Pawling to spend the night with erin so I'm pretty stoked. I'm so happy for her with the whole braces thing. my girlfriend is hxc basically. :}

smoke bundy...

Kbs and whatnot

2008-05-24T12:45:30Z

Last night was outrageous.

Got out of work at 10 and met up with knight, josh and erin. We then went to to Dave and Mccabe's.

Tons of kids. Roundy held down the pong 10 games straight.

I love when kids get in my face when they're drunk. I'm polite but "I'm beast as shit."

hahaha

Goosemonster is the new drink of choice.

Erin is amazing :]

errrnnnss

2008-05-17T19:21:00Z

fucking fun party.

I approve.

Com110 project

2008-05-11T14:38:59Z

Lol, Gestalt.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=yZCtIR6dSr4

</3

2008-04-09T15:47:46Z

I like Jamie.
Jamie likes me.

She says she doesn't have time for me.
She says she still wants to see me.

She says I did nothing wrong.
We aren't together anymore.

So...

yeah.

he he shabooti

2008-03-29T16:12:37Z

Yo baby,

So I'm doing good in all my classes except photo. Fuck that slut ass teacher. But really I can't drop now so I just have to stick it out.

Jamie and I are amazing. We're just perfect. To be honest though I'm trying to not let my guard down. I don't like being venerable. I don't know, it's just something I'm going to have to get passed.

I need to start saving money.

Those mushies are fucking crazy.

News Flash

2008-03-10T04:19:31Z

Verbatim

"You're the reason that our family and my life is so shitty."

-Kathy H. Landers

Fuck.

2008-02-24T18:46:03Z

Fuck American Eagle.

Fuck the floorset.

Fuck sleeping until 1pm to make up for lost sleep.

Fuck missing good parties.

"End your life at american eagle, jesse speaking."

On a good note.

2008-02-20T17:49:21Z

I'm in class and I just turned in my first project for video. I have black and white next and I'm going to develop the film that I couldn't on saturday.

I've been taking a big break from smoking up. Its for the better. I don't want to upset my friends, they're basically my family.

I found out that you can show movies at the south hills. I'm going to look into that to get the details so that I can work on it and shoot in the summer. (Knight I want to talk to you about that.)

ithinkilikeher.

I have to sort shit out.

:/

2008-02-19T05:28:25Z

Oh yeah!

Stop fucking up!

I was supposed to do that......

Back to basics.

Whoa

2008-02-14T15:10:38Z

So last night we buy shit and drive around to figure out where to go. We figure, "the lion's den is always a good bet."

We cruise up the road and get to the trail to see the other goons stuck on the snowbank. We pull them out and trudge to the back of the trail.

After smoking a substantial amount kolby and them decided to leave.

Right as we are about to go we get a call.

"Dude, cops are at the end of the trail."

"Fuck."

We get rid of everything and make our way out of the woods. As soon as we go over the snowbank the lights flick on and two cops are sitting in front of us.

OB walks up to the car and says, "Should've known it was you." (I still don't get that part)

He takes my license and registration and walks away. Cookingham walks up and says "I'm gunna ask you this once, where is the marijuana?"

I said, "I don't know what you're talking about sir."

He says, "Well it smells like marijuana in here."

I say, "I just smoked a cigarette?"

He retorts, "You and i both know a cigarette doesn't smell like marijua..."

"Brad....leave!" OB interjects.

Cookingham peels away in his interceptor.

OB walks back over and says, "You know its trespassing back there? These people are getting pissed about you guys coming back here. I'm giving you an exhaust ticket." He begins to walk away and quickly adds, "Oh, and your front license plate is hanging off. Fix that."

Moral of the story:
No more lions den.
OB is the man.
I need to find my piece.